Anyone that knows us or has been keeping up with our story knows we miscarried in September. There is not a day that goes by that I don't rejoice and grieve at the same time. Some days weigh heavier on my heart, but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish we had our Landon! Recently, I have had a heavy heart. I'm fine, I just wish our family could unite. There is a song that means so much to me and always makes me think of our child we never held in our arms but have always love. One day our entire family will unite and that gives me strength! 'Homesick' by Mercy Me is a song that is very special to me! This group is so talented and we love their songs! Another song I've been listening to during this journey is 'Word of God Speak'. It's hard not having our baby that should be almost 4 months old. I don't always understand God's ways, but I don't have to; my role is to follow. I trust my God and will follow where ever He leads! We are an extremely blessed family! I am so thankful God gave me one of the best husbands and we can share our time here with 2 of the best children. I cannot wait until we expand our family and meet our new children! God is
"Call to Me and I will answer you, and I will tell you great and mighty things, which you do not know."
Jeremiah 33:3
Love In Christ,
Niki
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